I had been feeling so different

I don't know why I'm like this, and I really wish I wasn't

I'm so sensitive

I notice nearly everything, and nearly everything bothers me

around my family I can pretend I'm okay if I need to, otherwise..

when I try to act like things are okay

the mask breaks and I seem awkward and robotic

I try to mimic the way I would normally act

had I not noticed or been bothered by [xyz]

but I think I do a piss poor job

more later

-f